So I can now update my blog from my new iPhone 3G! I am in love with this phone, it really is a fascinating device, and this is only the beginning!

So yeah, I just wanted to let you readers know that I can update via my iPhone!

So my blog has been down for a couple of days becuase I thought I had paid the bill, but apparently not. Do not fear, I’m back.

I’ve been very busy with a lot of things lately. I’ve been trying to get my photography side projects going, but I’ve been reading a lot to get a better understanding on how to better myself in using a DSLR camera. I have gotten better, I’d say. I should’ve read these things before hand, but oh well, I always gotta have everything right at the moment.

I’ve also been doing a lot of shopping these last few days. I went over to Nordstrom yesterday, picked up a pair of jeans, and some awesome Imaginary Foundation tees. I think their designs are sick, and very intricate. I ended up going to Nordstrom again and picking up another pair of jeans, and even more shirts.

I just can’t help myself. xD

Not to mention all that other stuff I bought, new fragrances (add 3 more to the already 50+ fragrances I already own.), “Understanding Exposure” book by Bryan Peterson, some knick knacks for my room, and just a few other little random things.

I should’ve saved my money, for a lot nicer things (like a new car), but oh well, I just can’t control myself. ;D

I’ve been pretty happy lately and have been having a good head on my shoulder, hopefully these emotions stick.

Oh, and I have the day off tomorrow, so hopefully before/after the gym I plan on doing a little refresh of my blog.

I finally got my new iPhone when it was released! I’m quite happy with it, and all the applications that I’ve downloaded. I’ve only encountered a few errors, which I’m sure will be fixed in an upcoming update! I am also stoked for whats to come in future applications!

I want to go to the beach tomorrow. I’m thinking about taking a trip to Laguna and taking a few pictures with my camera. I haven’t had much time for the past two days to take some pictures with it, so I’m thinking it’s a date tomorrow. ;D

Hating my job is an understatement. I ask myself WHY am I still working there? I don’t need the money, I don’t need to work. I originally got a job to pass the time, and figure out what I wanted to do before I went to school, sure the extra cash was nice, but not necessary for me. 

Now that I know what I’m doing, I have no desire to put up with anyones bullshit there. I’m sick of having to put up a fake act with my manager every fucking time. I’m sick of working my ass, to feel underappreciated. 

Today was my final straw.

As I was leaving, I went to the receiving dock to pick up some empty boxes that I saved for a light tent that I’m building soon. My manager happens to be there, and questions me if I got everything done. I work only til’ 12, and I get as much shit done as I can, I’ve been MORE than satisfactory in my department. She just fails to see that. Anyways, as I was about to leave she just walks off saying something about my department. I don’t know if she was joking, or she was being sarcastic, bottom line is that I don’t care.

I don’t need to put myself in these situations, I don’t need to come to that shit job only to feel degraded, and to have to put up with phony people. I have better things I can waste my time on. Good riddance to that place.

Anyways.

I got my camera yesterday, and I love it! I’m not the best photographer, but like I said before I’m starting new. This is my first DSLR camera, and I’ve got a lot of learning to do, but I’m having fun, and loving it! Here are a few pictures that I took these past few days, you can view the rest at my Flickr account (link up top.) Let me know what you think!

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Come on over to the Davis’ family whore house! 

Where you can eat, sleep, shower as many times as you like a week, all for FREE! Yup, FREE! Thats right, you can do all of this without paying any rent. Come on over, and check it out. I have to warn you though, the amount of noise will most likely prevent you from sleeping.

God, I am so fucking SICK OF THIS BULLSHIT that I have to deal with EVERY night. I am SO close to my breaking point, and when I snap, it wont be pretty. 

I managed to get quite a few things done today, and I’m really happy with what I’ve accomplished. Satisfaction is something that isn’t really new to me anymore.

So today the nice man over at Preferred Photo upgraded my camera package for $32 more, which included a 7HR battery, 60 minute rapid charger, and a few more useful things. Except, he accidently charged it 3 times. 900 x 3 = 2,700. My dad was pretty shocked when they called him to confirm the order. Thankfully, it was only a mistake and the camera will be here tomorrow. I’m SO stoked! I’ve already got so many ideas/themes thought out, it’s going to be a good one.

Oh!! Ashliey and myself talked about a road trip around next month/early september. San Francisco, here we come! I’m so excited about this as well. I’ll need a nice vacation after work, because right now it’s extremely stressful for me, so a break is a must.

Check out my little promotion I did for my freelance photography work, check it out here.

I ask myself this all the time. I ask myself which friends I need to let go, in order to move on with my life. I’m starting to narrow down them all, and I find myself with a few good friends. Which is totally fine in the state of mind that I am in now. A few years a go “a few close friends” wouldn’t even be sufficient for me.

I’ve learned that trusting so many people, and becoming friends with everyone and their mom, has led me to this bitter downfall. I’m on a mission, to find people that truly care, are drug free, have goals and ambition, and are most importantly, a friend.

No more pretend friends, no more addicts, and no more pessimistic people. I need to flourish, and in order for that to happen, I must surround people with the same lifestyle, and goals as my own.

Well, their goes 95% of my friends, oh well right? People come and go. It’s the cycle of life.

Valerie and myself went out to the Cheesecake Factory last night after she got off, and caught up on a lot of things. It’s been awhile since we’ve actually done that, and it was nice. We went and saw Wall•E, and I loved it! It was kind of long, but worth it I’d say. I want one now!

I bought my camera yesterday too, and it’ll be here on Monday/Tuesday.. I’m stoked! I ended up getting the Canon Rebel XSi in black, with the Tamron SP AF17-50mm F/2.8 Di II LD Aspherical Lens. The guy over at Samy’s said it was one of the more popular, and sharper ones. So I’m excited I finally bought myself a great camera, and a great lens to acompany it. Ashliey wants to break her in, so as soon as I get it… Photoshoot! Here are two pictures that feature the camera and lens.

It’s so pretty!

I also ended up buying Metal Gear Solid 4 with the strategy guide thinking I would enjoy it. I dunno, I just didn’t… I liked all the previous ones, but this one isn’t enjoyable to me. Maybe I’m just not giving it a chance. So I am selling it for $40 for both, thats 50% off from what I paid for it.

Oh, and I got a few questions lol, so I’ll add them at the end of this post. Everyone ask me a question!

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Well I hope everyone is having/had a great Independence day! I decided to stay in, and get other things done instead of partying for once. It doesn’t make it any better that I have to go into work tomorrow morning. Blah.

I finally got that “Questions” thing I’ve wanted to do for awhile… Basically, if anyone that reads this damn blog, you can ask me whatever you like! All you have to do is type in whatever you want in that box to the right, and press “Submit” That’s it. I’ll answer the question in the next blog post. I wanted to do this, because I find myself doing those Myspace surveys often, and it’ll kill some time when I am bored. So go ahead, ask me something. It’s completely anonymous too.

I’ve set myself up a 6 month goal from now til January 4th. I plan on getting so much done, and changing dramatically. I choose 6 months, because when I am 21, my life is going to change so much. I don’t mean this by being able to legally drink, but by many other things. I’ve already got a few ideas for my 21st birthday, and It’s going to be FLAWLESS.

Oh, and apparently a few people have said that I’ve taken this domain from a “Black Jaybot” lol, right. I’ve had this domain for over a year and half now. I haven’t done anything with it til around January of THIS year. People, get your facts straight before you go around, and spread your false shit. You know who you are, DeeDee1Loser.

Now that should debunk any rumors of me being black.