As I sit in the car driving home with my friend Valerie, I felt like I should update now because I feel like passing out as soon as I get home.

I’m so excited to start school soon! I just want to get finished with it all so I can start my life. I want to move to Brentwood in 6 months. I’m giving myself that long so I can save up and get my shit together for reals this time. The reason I choose LA, is because I just love everything about it. The lifestyle is totally me. So anyone looking to buy a house in Brentwood, or an apartment? Get back to me =). I’m totally serious.

Have you ever felt like you’re suppose to be doing something completely different than what you’re doing now? Like something better? I’ve been feeling that way for about a month and a half now, and it feels great! I’m finally getting my shit together, and it feels great.

I eventually want to buy a house in all parts of the world, but that will be for another entry.

So Ashliey and I did another shoot a few days ago, and for the attitude we both had, I’m very happy with the outcome. I will add another entry for that later.

So tonight Brandon, Valerie and myself went to dinner, then to a movie. We saw the sisterhood of the travelling pants. It was alright. Brandon and Valerie made up for it by laughing during most of it.

I can’t believe I typed this all on my iPhone lol, well anywho.. Till next time.

Jay-

Hating my job is an understatement. I ask myself WHY am I still working there? I don’t need the money, I don’t need to work. I originally got a job to pass the time, and figure out what I wanted to do before I went to school, sure the extra cash was nice, but not necessary for me. 

Now that I know what I’m doing, I have no desire to put up with anyones bullshit there. I’m sick of having to put up a fake act with my manager every fucking time. I’m sick of working my ass, to feel underappreciated. 

Today was my final straw.

As I was leaving, I went to the receiving dock to pick up some empty boxes that I saved for a light tent that I’m building soon. My manager happens to be there, and questions me if I got everything done. I work only til’ 12, and I get as much shit done as I can, I’ve been MORE than satisfactory in my department. She just fails to see that. Anyways, as I was about to leave she just walks off saying something about my department. I don’t know if she was joking, or she was being sarcastic, bottom line is that I don’t care.

I don’t need to put myself in these situations, I don’t need to come to that shit job only to feel degraded, and to have to put up with phony people. I have better things I can waste my time on. Good riddance to that place.

Anyways.

I got my camera yesterday, and I love it! I’m not the best photographer, but like I said before I’m starting new. This is my first DSLR camera, and I’ve got a lot of learning to do, but I’m having fun, and loving it! Here are a few pictures that I took these past few days, you can view the rest at my Flickr account (link up top.) Let me know what you think!

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